Sugardish Lyrics   Alpha Waves The Rx Damaged Goods Sell, Sell, Sell Replicate You Everything Specialist Next Meal Fill in the Blank I Got It All Riot Don't Diet Like Me Now Spilling Myself Open Dirty Boy Waste Yr Time Into You   **************************ALPHA WAVES**************************   Lost again Self destruction is not doing anything sometimes I know I’ve shut my own eyes   Unconsciousness and anxiety can’t be the only choices here take me back to alpha waves   Alpha waves! Alpha waves! Alpha-theta waves!   I’m lost again…   Back to Top   ****************************THE Rx*****************************   Eyes gleaming devil's dream I'm sick of all the freaky scenes And songs of hatred/ apathy like: “no one's gonna fuck with me!" shit together - make it last i don't look back upon my past, tough as nails, cold appearance lookin' for some interference.   Get me my prescription   they say that everyone gets burned and that's the only way to learn “just stay in bed, girl, and behave- don't challenge our authority!” no one let's you really know you're just a puppet in their show cause you'll accept when you're kept blind the destiny you've been assigned   Get me my prescription   I'm an angry bitch- a cock teaser- with penis envy and no manners. should i stay in place and not resist? do my strong opinions get you pissed? should i be a woman, not a man, and oooh - can i be your biggest fuckin’ fan? Well lock me in a padded cage - cause i should not be full of rage and   get me my prescription.   Back to Top   *************************DAMAGED GOODS*************************   I heard you found some idiot who’s willing to take all your bullshit. Is she aware of your habit of fucking every girl in your groupie pit? (do you think she knows?)   You met a girl, but you leave damaged goods. You promised her the world then told her she was of no good. You let her think you were misunderstood. You ate her heart for breakfast like her friends told her you would.   I wish I could say I felt sorry for her (I hear she’s just a baby), but I’m not that big. I wish I could say I was happy for you and that I love you baby- but you know I’d be lying. (I really hope it’s a mess.)   You met a girl, but you leave damaged goods. You promised her the world then told her she was of no good. You let her think you were misunderstood. You ate her heart for breakfast like her friends told her you would.   I wonder how long it will last- before she’ll be a part of your past. Just another resentful bitch to view you like I do- A pussy itch. Yeah, you’re just a pussy itch. (You need to gecko grip.)   You met a girl, but you leave damaged goods. You promised her the world then told her she was of no good. You let her think you were misunderstood. Well C’MON, fucker….. “Rock her” like you said you would.   Back to Top   ************************SELL, SELL, SELL************************   Sell Sell Sell punk rock attitude “We deliver it right to you!” At yr mall, MTV, punk-”whatever”.com Yeah, that’s where ya can go to get your punk rock on   fishnets and plaid skirts - It’s so funny Green hair and ripped shirts- It’s so silly Gotta get the punk rock gear to be popular What the hell is punk rock here? You’re so popular!   Now you know what the old school meant When they said “punk rock’s so sold and spent- Everyone victimized by corporate greedies, Target those 12-year-olds and make it so sceney.” (They do.)   So so you sold out? sold out! but is it really ruined? Kids yeah kids turned on to your tunes Does it really matter why they like it- why they’re there? Authentic or a poseur- do you really care?   fishnets and plaid skirts - It’s so funny Green hair and ripped shirts- It’s so silly Gotta get the punk rock gear to be popular What the hell is punk rock here? You’re so popular!   Oh, poor oppressed white boy- sing about it, boo- hoo! Your biggest problem is that she won’t fuck you! Get a grip- take a look- take a look around I don’t give a fuck whose got the punkest sound   fishnets and plaid skirts - It’s so funny Green hair and ripped shirts- and silly Gotta get the punk rock gear to be popular What the hell is punk rock here? What the hell is punk rock here? Huh? Yeah, you’re so much punker than me…   Back to Top   **************************REPLICATE YOU**************************   I could be good like you I could behave like you do what they tell me to ignore my dreams like you   I could be all you say you want me to. I could forgive you for wanting me to totally replicate you.   I DON’T THINK SO!   uh-uh, no way. Cause I’m A-Okay.   I could be clean like you no dirty girls for you! Nicotine-free like you make me look so brand new   I could be all you say you want me to. I could forgive you for wanting me to totally replicate you.   Uh-uh-uh… NO   Uh-uh, no way I got- you know I got away.   Should I be strong like you? Never show feelings too? Live with regret like you? Be so guilt-wrecked like you?   I could be all that you say that you want me to And I could forgive you for always wanting me to totally replicate why won’t I replicate? You want me to replicate you   I DON’T WANT TO   Back to Top   ***************EVERYTHING SPECIALIST***************   Every time I get my car worked on I see all the mechanics walking around in their cool uniforms fixing lots of problems I decide...   I just want to be a mechanic! Let me fix your car, let me fix your car! I just want to be a mechanic! Wanna know it all, wanna know it all!   Maybe I should get some training, then I could work on cars too. I could get all sweaty, but people would think I had something to prove...   I just want to be a mechanic! Let me fix your car, let me fix your car! I just want to be a mechanic! Wanna know it all, wanna know it all!   I want to know engines backward and forward, so if your looking for a new car fixer, put me on the top of your list, cause I want to be an everything specialist...   I just want to be a mechanic! Let me fix your car, let me fix your car! I just want to be a mechanic! Wanna know it all, wanna know it all!   Back to Top   *****************NEXT MEAL******************   everything wears cigarette burns beer-soaked bibles and wine-induced turns a hazy smoke cloud creates decision convinced by time of a gentler revision   begging again 6 a.m. silent screams deaf warning birth control scattered everywhere pointless precaution determined stare   what's fake? what's real? bring me a victim ‘cause i need my next meal. i'm so fake and you are so real don't fucking tell me how you think i should feel   how should i feel?   Back to Top   *************************FILL IN THE BLANK************************   the further that i drift away you want another piece of me i think about you night and day and paranoia eats at me i express my feelings and you take another piece of me i'm scared to put it out there but I’ve got no choice.   No choice.   But I don't know how to communicate. But I gotta tell you….Should I tell you?   i don't regret running away but now you've got the best of me you're underneath my skin to stay you crawl around inside of me well i take back my feelings but you won't give back a part of me i'm changing my opinion, now hear my voice.   can you hear my voice? Hear my voice Can you hear my voice? ‘cause now I’m screaming   And i don't know how to communicate. Why don’t you help me communicate? I don’t know how to communicate, but i gotta tell you... Should I tell you? you're ....the.... you're...the.. you are so the _____ !!!   Back to Top   ************************I GOT IT ALL************************   I got job that pays 5 bucks an hour But my water’s free so I can take a shower. I got a nosy landlord always snoopin’ around. I got a schizophrenic nature, yeah I’m not quite sound.   I got it all   I got a piece of shit car yeah it barely runs. I got a shitload of stress that weighs a ton. I got one brain cell left that isn’t dead. I got a punk rock boy who’s good in bed   I got a love of love and a hate of hate I got a fateful fear and a fear of fate I got disturbing thoughts that never quit I got an all girl band that won’t take your shit   I got bill collectors calling but I got no money I got a therapist that thinks my problems are funny I got a pharmacy connection that never connects I got a smart-ass mouth – I never put it in check   Back to Top   ************************RIOT DON'T DIET************************   Hey baby you’re looking great from the size of your chest to the curve of your waist Listen when I say nothing’s wrong with your ass Pay no attention they’re just talking trash Well hey there Mr. Executive man, why can’t I be fat and bald like you can? Everyone tells me I need plastic titties, but no one seems to care that you’re not pretty. Lipo, tucks, & lifts, yeah it’s never enough There’s always some chick who’s a little more buff Less this! More that! It’s genocide But you’ll be in the best shape when you decide Workout queens so dedicated! Did they forget to mention they’re all medicated? Happiness comes when you’re invisible. Starving and puking, yeah you’re not miserable. Ya know you don’t need buns of steel- or breakfast in a can for every meal. Living off mustard and fat-free dressing, it’s not just your appetite you’re suppressing! “41 ways to make him beg!” right next to an ad for Jenny Craig. Cosmo & Vogue put you in your place, get those air-brushed thighs outta my face! Tell the little girls that they’re all fat, yeah, and we can all pretend there’s nothing wrong with that!? Who’s advice column are you gonna follow? Some editor whose thoughts are shallow?   Back to Top   ********************LIKE ME NOW*****************   Rad sex or true love Get ahead but don’t shove The sweet virgin who doesn’t sweat The dirty slut who stays wet That’s what you told her to be yeah and you showed her how to be everything he needs to be nothing she should be well how ya like her now?   That boy’s tough but not enough He’s got a lot of worthless stuff And you’ve convinced him he should be smarter be more successful if he’d work a little harder You brought that boy up right well aren’t you proud? You taught him how to fight!! Yeah you brought that boy up right, well how ya like him now?   Be confident- Don’t be a Bitch. Tell the truth- Don’t be a snitch. Be defensive- no, take the heat. Be aggressive in the back seat. Now you know all the rules, follow or get kicked out. Satisfied with following rules? Well who the fuck made those rules, and how ya like them now? Huh?   Yeah you socialize them then you criticize But you won’t compromise your fucking values for their lives I’m sick of voices, telling me my choices You think I’m full of shit? You fucking hypocrite Take a look in the mirror, take a good look now I’m sick of your lying, I’m trying but I’m losing my, I’m losing my… I’m so sick of trying and trying cause I’m losing… I’m losing… I won’t lay here dying, I’m trying but I’m losing my fucking mind, well how ya like me now?!?   Back to Top   ******************SPILLING MYSELF OPEN***************   It’s easier to hold it in To stifle my anger with a grin When I’m annoyed, you’ll never know Cause I’ll just say I have to go I’ll see ya later- I gotta go   Yeah you hurt me, but it’s okay Cause I’ll never dare say anything No I’m more concerned with how you feel My feelings shoved aside again and again It’s nothing new   I’m spilling myself open   So maybe it’s time for this to stop I gotta face conflict and watch Maybe it can be my friend Now that I’m spilling myself open Wide open   I’m spilling myself open I’m spilling myself wide open   It was easier to hold it in I stifled my anger and I grinned When I was annoyed you’d never know I always said I have to go Please let me go   But when you hurt me It’s not okay Cause now I’ll tell you anything With no concern for how you feel My feelings shoved aside? Ha! Never again!   Cause now I’m screaming stop! I’m gonna face conflict and watch Maybe it can be my friend Now that I’m spilling myself open   Back to Top   ******************DIRTY BOY***************   The first time I saw him play guitar I gushed for like over an hour He didn’t look up from the floor He quit at 10 I wanted more   He was a PRB (dirty boy) Punk rock dream (dirty boy) OOC (dirty boy) You know what I mean that dirty boy   DNR (dirty boy) The way he plays guitar (dirty boy) Will make you say (dirty boy) “come out and play you dirty boy!”   he spoke like he was innocent his actions told me way different I didn’t care he got around Cause that boy really rocked downtown   Yeah he’s a PRB (dirty boy) So extreme (dirty boy) OOC (dirty boy) You know what I mean that dirty boy   He never backs down when we fight He gets arrested every night And when I go to bail him out Yeah I flip off that cop and shout   Don’t fuck with that PRB! (dirty boy) D-I-R-T (dirty boy) Y-O-O-C (dirty boy) You know what I mean that dirty boy   Back to Top   ******************WASTE YR TIME***************   You don’t own me And you don’t KNOW me You can’t control me You can’t hold me down   And you can’t tame me You can’t contain me Oh the humanity Cause I equal insanity   Yr not my fuckin’ father You can’t tell me what to do You can’t change me so don’t bother Wasting your time trying to   Yr trying to- but now I’m talking back to you   I’m talking back to you Yr getting mad Being sarcastic too Poor baby, are you mad? You won’t come near me Yr really mad Not speaking clearly- I’m raving fucking mad   Yr trying to But I’ve got two Words for you: Fuck you   Cause no you do not own me And no you can’t control me And no you can’t contain me And no you cannot hold me down   You wanna shut me up You wanna fight then fuck? Think that will shut me up? Come on try to shut me up   Oh no! yr not the boss of me Hell no! yr not my daddy Oh no! no possibility of me not being bad-dy   Back to Top   ******************INTO YOU***************   I don’t wanna be your mother, fucker And I don’t wanna be your sister, man I don’t wanna be your girlfriend, sucker And I don’t wanna be your helping hand   I don’t wanna be over you So just let me be into you   I don’t wanna be your preacher, baby I don’t wanna tell you how to live your life I don’t wanna hear it, come on, lay me It doesn’t mean I wanna be your wife   Now I don’t wanna be your everything, sweetie And I don’t wanna be your something right And I don’t wanna pledge my love eternally No I just wanna settle down for one night   I don’t wanna be your stable caretaker Tucking you in every single night And I don’t wanna be an orgasm faker So you better give it to me right!   Back to Top